Time has really flew by my sight.. within like a week there will be 3 months more before i will be out of this land liow.. The thought of the entire thing is not too nice... the whole change of environment and the whole new need of adaptation to the environment. Guess this is what u guys all went through or rather are going through for the few of us who are left in kl. Have heard randomly from those who are over there in the north and south land.. mostly doing quite alright and rather adapting to it d gua i guess..

        Recenlty the memories of all as in the 'Family' going out to makan n movie and to just lepak together lingered in my mind for a while. Somehow, i really wonder whether we can all ever have those days together where all of us just hang out as a big big gang, althought knowing the difficulity of gathering ppl to gether gether..it was a big gang seriously it was but then it was a fun one to be in.. whether everyone will meet everyone althoughter again. whether we will ever meet as a big big gang again. haha mayb am just sentimental-ing alittle..haha.. mayb we will one day, but not in the near future gua.. haha.. perhaps its the thought the leaving that stir these thoughts. but seriously miss all u ppl out there.. hope that we will all meet one of these days in the future?

        Convo just ended 2 days ago.. 24 ppl went for it. wasnt much but i guess it was quite a minute number.. haha.. kindof weird but then again.. The purpose of a convo is to mark the completion of a course.. which in this case, is a semi one. Perhaps that's the reason why only few people came? But on the whole it was er... alright la.. ... Gold medalist went to Tan Sien Loong and Dean's list came out with many many ppl inside.. congratulations to all of you !! Well done for the effort that you all have put in!!! Salute!

        shall sign off for now... its kind of weird updating after such a long silence.. kindof awkward.. haha.. anyhow.. Good luck to all u peps over there mugging for the Exams ya? take care n keep warm.. :)

time counting down to eos.. days passing thru with tension and disstress..

happiness is as simple as it can if we want it to be .

2 years ++ have passed with time and with it perceptions and of what people can be ..

and finally : JACKIE has a NEW BLOG!!!! :):)

jia you for eos..

havent updated for a month or so d ...

 just busy with work as usual ... .anyhowzz...

 recently stufff happens , as usual ... people faith get pushed here n there, as usual ...

 but i only got 1 thing to say ... dunno y feel that friends have been going bit further n futher... point is that i hope that we can all stick together as one whole bunch of crazy people till the end of sem 5... dunno where those faces of tension,isolation and anger came from.. dunno where thoughts of " ur so useless" came from... couldnt understand most of it.. mayb its stress... perhaps it is .. but just wanna say ... dealing with people, i guess one has to be sensitive gua... u might have hurt people's feeling or hurt friends not even knowing that u have lo sometimes.... but then at the end of the day ... when u generally hate someone, no matter what he or she does to you, it will be irritating no matter how nice that person has tried to be... On the contary, if the person is someone u r ok with, have not much of a problem with n someone who u respect for some reason or another, no matter what crap he gives you, no matter how lame jokes he can crack. He looks perfect to you.. k maybe not perfect, but he is far far from irritating to you.

   Its not entirely your fault. Perhaps its just the way people are... to me  there's a story behind everyone of us.. whether we know it or not, when it makes sense to other people or not it doesnt really matter.. what matters is what's makes us better as people n become more someone more mature than who we already are.

Even the most perfect people had errors before.....

we live on this planet not to please all who we have come in contact with but to be those who live on and have no regrets and have the courage to face another day ...